Tad bit of venting...

So here's the deal, I have realized I've been trying to find my identity and my joy and put my trust in friends. The bottom line is that friends let you down. People always disappoint because they were not created to be perfect. God is perfect and He is good. Yesterday at church we talked about Hannah and how she was so depressed because she looked for joy and satisfaction in having children. She finally realized that God is the one she should find joy and satisfaction in and she wasn't depressed anymore. I am realizing that I am just like Hannah. I find my joy in friends and expect them to always bring me joy. They don't always bring me joy and I need to put all of my trust in the LORD. I need to go into prayer fully and give everything over to Him. So Father, I am giving everything over to you. I am yours and you are mine. Use me in whatever ways you want I will follow you for all the rest of my life.